Rita Mookerjee
POETRY BY RITA MOOKERJEE
LOVE POEM FOR MARIE KONDO
Marie, I have learned to fold
from scores of denim in the blue jean wall at the Gap,
from crisp tissue around pottery and glass bracelets,
from my waist and knees as I fold for b-boys and sous chefs
who trace my tattoos with their fingers, then stop calling in a week,
but, Marie, compared to your origami linens and taut towels
I only know how to make a mess because when you fold,
it is science, it is art, and I crave your cotton geometry.
Marie, how do you button your cardigan to the neck?
I picture your closet of colored knits and skater skirts
curled and perched like macarons in the window of Ladurée
Like drop-pearl earrings, your minimalism is opulent
and I wonder how you learned this sense of restraint,
how you resist hoarding and heaping, stocking and cramming.
Don’t you want to roll your eyes at American families
with photo albums stacked to brush the ceiling?
Marie, how do you stand white women on talk shows
with their clumsy one-liners and bug-eyes as you fold
to greet the audience, fold again to thank the space?
They search for clues in your hand movements, for a shred
of English on the path away from clutter. When you speak,
America’s brow knits like the embroidery on your dress, but to me,
your voice is a hummingbird’s heart, bright with nectar.
Marie, they want your secrets, I wish that you wouldn’t share them.
I imagine your method is only for me, how you’d gasp at the monotony
of my closet and force me to stop hoarding black tunics and candles
and old train tickets from Taipei. Marie, I bought a plastic honeycomb
for storing my lipsticks, sixty or more, and they’re mostly brown-beige.
What is the name of your lipstick? Marie, my mother says that women
are most beautiful with hair pulled back in a bun, and I’d like to see
how you put yours up, maybe in one coil with a lonely pin? I know
that your bun would be sleek, but soft, and how is it that you balance
firmness with grace? Marie, you are most beautiful when you tell
people to throw away their rats’ nests of receipts, their stacks
of sentimental trash, leaving desks spotless and drawers neat.
Marie, I wish we met at sixteen so you could watch me tie
my pointe shoes, their folded ribbons taut at my ankles.
Marie, forget tidy; for you, I would scrub clean.